An Adventure

I have never realized
I have this subtle fear,
swimming in my ocean
of dreams.

I always yearn for an adventure
with my soul mate,
clambering up together
to reach Him.

I thought I was bold enough
to undergo this new adventure
with anyone
but I was wrong.
It is not just anyone.

When I look at you,
I yearn to have an adventure with you,
your presence has devoured my fears,
as long as you're in my future
I am fearless.

But, your heart belongs
to someone else,
and you're happy
embarking on your new adventure
with her.
While I am here,
with my shattered courage,
with my fears,
watching them devouring me.

-Nuruljannah-